Gonna Miss You Gok Gok

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Gonna Miss You Gok Gok
1 am smtg, received a call. my handphone screen showing a name that i dont wan to see at that time...not at this late night.serious.... cant tell how much i wish this call dint ring at that time.
hearing cousin crying there said her mom is in dangerous already......
ahhhhh....
my heart is like suddenly stopped fuctioning. without a second, rushing out with hand trembling.
my tears starting to coming out yet hv to control telling myself it will be fine.
drive fast to hopsital, running to the ward. seeing smtg i dun wish to see.
she is really in dangerous...hard to breath.......cousin crying there....my tears flowing out with her cry... seeing gok gok lying there with all the oyxgen equipment.
and so damn frust with the hospital services. nurse dunno doing what there. walk slowly, do slowly. call doc also hv to wait 20 minutes. when the doc came walk slowly somemore. damn.... is she doc? some1 life is in dangerous and might be go anytime and this doc still walk like catwalk.
really suck.
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and we sent her home..... help her to change cloth everything....... and half way i change.....i knew .......i knew smtg is wrong already.
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gok gok.....gonna miss you ..miss you very much.....
may you rest in peace and happily ever after.
11th February 2008 Monday 5.23am